I thought I had myself in check
I fell in Love he put a ring on it
It was almost too good to be true
How perfect my life looked
from a different point of view
On stages all over the world
Long flights endless nights twirl twirl
I was spinning out of control
Like a dreidel toppled to the floor
My feet felt like lead
I was swimming in my head
Somewhere along the line
I lost my mind to a
Blackout blackout
Don't talk to me I can't hear a thing
I'm blacked out blackout
Yeah it's embarrassing
but I'm a human being
Blackout blackout
Unleash the beast my worst enemy
Blackout blackout took over me
Thailand LA New York
Jet lagged and so damn bored
So what's a girl to do locked up
in a hotel room
Never thought I would stoop so low
One drink turned to three then four
A dose of trail mix meds
I woke up in a hospital bed
My feet felt like lead
Caution thrown to the wind
Up until the early morning
Hit me with no forewarning
Blackout blackout
Don't talk to me I can't hear a thing
I'm blacked out blackout
Yeah it's embarrassing
but I'm a human being
Blackout blackout
Unleash the beast my worst enemy
Blackout blackout took over me
Even when I'm gone
I can't block out the chatter
Brain conversations people wander
What's the matter
They say I'm going wild I say
＂I'm just fine＂
Living in a special state of mind
Down in the deep dark secrets of
my real thoughts
Trophies in an ocean of synapse
just to get lost
My pulse is drowning
I'm concrete flopping
Dawns a new day but tonight
Blackout blackout
Don't talk to me I can't hear a thing
I'm blacked out blackout
Yeah it's embarrassing
but I'm a human being
Blackout blackout
Unleash the beast my worst enemy
Blackout blackout took over me
