Tryna find a
way to explain this
Why you can't
touch me tonight?
I can feel you're
getting impatient
But I really can't
let you inside
Bad, how deep
the pain is
Or you just
couldn't believe
And yes I'm good
on the surface
But I'm a mess,
I'm a mess underneath
See winter took most
of my heart
And Spring punched
right in the stomach
Summer came looking
for blood
And by autumn, I was
left with nothing
It took a whole
damn year to repair
my body
It took a whole
damn year
It took a whole
damn year to repair
my body
It's been about
five years
Gon' take a long long year
for me to trust somebody
Gon' take long long year
Gon' take a long long year
for me to touch somebody
It's been a bad five years
Not tryna do this
on purpose
Boy I really wish
I could
Don't act like you
never heard this
I know you haven't
misunderstood
Where the others just
wouldn't respect me
Don't tell me you use well
I thought we were
heading for Heaven
But you're about to
take me back to Hell
See winter took
most of my heart
And Spring punched
right in the stomach
Summer came looking
for blood
And by autumn,
I was left with nothing
It took a whole damn year
to repair my body
It took a whole damn year
It took a whole damn year
to repair my body
It's been about five years
Gon' take a long long year
for me to trust somebody
Gon' take long long year
Gon' take a long long year
for me to touch somebody
It's been a bad five years
It took a whole damn year
to repair my body
It took a whole damn year
It took a whole damn year
to repair my body
It's been about five years
Gon' take a long long year
for me to trust somebody
Gon' take long long year
Gon' take a long long year
for me to touch somebody
It's been a bad five years
Bad to the liver,
bad to the bones
Bad to the liver,
bad to the bones
Bad to the liver,
bad to the bones
It's been a bad five years
