Feels like a close
its coming to fuck am I gonna do
Its too late to start over
This is the only thing I thing I know
Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is
Find different ways to word
the same old song
Ever since I came along
From the day the song called
Hi My Name Is dropped
Started thinking my name was Fault
Cause any time things went wrong
I was the one
who they would blame it on
The media made me
the e quivalent of a modern day
Genghis Khan
Tried to argue
it was only entertainment dog
Gangster Nah courageous balls
Had to change my style
they said Im way too soft
And I sound like AZ and Nas
out came the claws
And the fangs
been out since then
But up until the instant
that I went against it
It was ingrained in me
that I wouldnt
amount to a shitstain
I thought
No wonder I had to unlearn
everything my brain was taught
Do I really belong
in this game I pondered
I just wanna play my part
should I make waves or not
So back and forth in my brain
the tug of war wages on
And I dont wanna seem ungrateful
or disrespect the artform
I was raised up on
But sometimes
you gotta take a loss
And have people rub it
in your face before
you get made pissed off
And keep plugging
its your only outlet
And your only outfit
so you know they gonna talk about it
Better find a way to counter
it quick and make it ah
Feel like Ive already said
this a kabillion eighty times
How many times can I say
the same thing different ways
that rhyme
What I really wanna say is
If theres anyone else
that can relate to my story
Bet you feel the same way I felt
When I was in the
same place you are
When I was afraid to
I was a afraid to make a single sound
Afraid I would never
find a way out out out
Afraid Id never be found
I didnt wanna go another round
An angry mans power will shut you up
Trip wires fill this house
with tip toed love
Run out of excuses for every word
So here I am and I will not run
Guts over fear the time is near
Guts over fear I shed a tear
For all the times I let you
push me round
I let you keep me down
Now I got guts over
fear guts over fear
Feels like a close
its coming to fuck am I gonna do
Its too late to start over
This is the only thing I thing I know
I know what it was like
I was there once single parents
Hate your appearance
Did you struggle to find
your place in this world
And the pain spawns all the anger on
But it wasnt until I put the pain
in song learned who to aim it on
That I made a spark started
to spit hard as shit
Learned how to harness
it while the reins were off
And there was a lot of bizarre shit
but the crazy part
Was soon as I stopped saying
I gave a fuck
Haters started to appreciate my art
And it just breaks my heart
to look at all the pain I caused
But what am I gonna do
when the rage is gone
And the lights go out
in that trailer park
And the window is closing
And theres nowhere else
that I can go with flows
And Im frozen cause
theres no more emotion
for me to pull from
Just a bunch of playful songs
that I make for fun
So to the break of dawn here
I go recycling the same old song
But I rather make Not Afraid 2
Then make another motherfucking
We Made You uh
Now I dont wanna seem indulgent
When I discuss my lows
and my highs
My demise and my uprise pray to God
I just opened enough eyes later on
And gave you
the supplies and the tools
To hopefully use
thatll make you strong
Enough to lift yourself up
when you feel like I felt
Cause I cant explain to yall
how dang exhausted my legs felt
Just having to balance
my dang self
When on eggshells
I was made to walk
But thank you ma
cause that gave me the
Strength to cause Shady mania
so when they empty that stadium
Least I made it out of that house
And a found a place in this world
when the day was done
So this is for every kid
who alls they
ever did was dreamt
of one day just getting accepted
I represent him
or her anyone similar
You are the reason
that I made this song
And everything
youre scared to say
dont be afraid to say no more
From this day forward
just let them a holes talk
Take it with a grain of salt
and eat their fucking faces off
The legend of the angry blonde
lives on through you
when I’m gone
And to think I was a
I was a afraid to make
a single sound
Afraid I would never
find a way out out out
Afraid Id never be found
I didnt wanna go another round
An angry mans power
will shut you up
Trip wires fill this house
with tip toed love
Run out of excuses for every word
So here I am and I will not run
Guts over fear the time is near
Guts over fear I shed a tear
For all the times I let you
push me round
I let you keep me down
Now I got guts over
fear guts over fear
