when the hospital was my home

Powfu & Rxseboy 2020.12.08 12
Feel the wind blow, I can hear it in my left ear
Sounds like when you whispered to me
but you're not around here
Life is slow, sleepin' twelve hours a day, ayy
Since I had my surgery
it's never been the same
I'm sick and it sucks
and my friends barely visit
Every week that goes by
end up feelin' more distant
Cried so many times
tryna chip away my fear
Prayin' when I'm sad
thinkin' of our younger years
First night that you kissed me
cuddle watchin' Disney
Now I wait at night
for a text that you miss me
Every second is a blessing
when you're standing at my side
We didn't see this coming
it's okay to say goodbye

It's okay to say goodbye
But I hate saying goodbyes
Would you stay here longer?
Sorry I'm not stronger

Speak to me with honesty
it's harder than we thought it'd be
Tell it to me straight, ayy
I don't want no "probably"s
Tell me when you're tired
'cause I'm gettin' tired too
The rain is feelin' heavy
and the sky isn't so blue
Pills for my breakfast
promisin' they'll heal me
Hanging out with doctors
and starin' at the ceiling
My favorite days are Mondays
when you come and see me
Wish you would stay longer
but I know it's not easy
Yeah, I was excited for that concert
Tell me all about it
did they sign your new Converse?
I don't wanna let go when we hug
One thing worse than dying is losing
who you love

It's okay to say goodbye
But I hate saying goodbyes
Would you stay here longer?
Sorry I'm not stronger

Noticed all the pain you had to deal with
Was sick of all the doctors lyin'
sayin' that you'd heal quick
It's been a couple days
since you left us in that hearse
Your girl just called me, said she's pregnant
and that would've been my first
So shocked when she told me
Why didn't she tell you?
She thought you'd leave the world
thinkin' your promises have fell through
You always talked about her
you were ready for a son (For a son)
Now you'll be watchin' over him, free of pain
Hope that one day he'll look up 
nd feel your love (Look up and feel my love)

When I get to heaven I will wait for you
Sorry for the things that I put you through
You had to watch me flatline
wishin' that we had time
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