I've forgotten who I am and I hate it.
I just know it’s 2am and I’m waiting.
For a good time to cry cuz
Too early to start to cry now.
Drinkin’ all my rum and taking xanax.
Stumbling through the halls and falling backwards.
I deserved it.
So I’m gonna stay still.
If I walk out the door like that day.
I’ll wake up in a stranger’s bed.
Soft blankets but no love to be shared.
So much pain in this bed.
Dancing naked to this song.
Clothes off and laid on the floor.
I wish, I wish someone saw my dance.
Shame is, shame is gonna hide the pain.
Dancing naked to this song.
Tears soaked me from head to toe.
I wish I wish I wouldn’t have to stop.
Wash me wash me,
it vanishes the pain, pain, pain, pain.
I've been told who I am and I don’t care.
Someone said I’m way too lame as if I cared.
I’ve heard it a million times.
I’m numb to the stuff they blab.
Every now and then I feel like I’m fine.
But mostly feeling like I’m deeply confined.
Wondering if this sorrow comes from me or a phase.
Don’t know how I got here.
If I walk out the door like that day.
I’ll wake up in a stranger’s bed.
Soft blankets but no love to be shared.
So much pain in this bed.
Dancing naked to this song.
Clothes off and laid on the floor.
I wish, I wish someone saw my dance.
Shame is, shame is gonna hide the pain.
Dancing naked to this song.
Tears soaked me from head to toe.
I wish I wish I wouldn’t have to stop.
Wash me wash me,
it vanishes the pain, pain, pain, pain.
I've forgotten who I am and I hate it…
