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When I look back,
tracing fingertips over plastic bags
Thinking,
"I wish I could extrapolate
some small intention
Or maybe just get your attention
for a minute or two"

Will I die?
Or will I get to that ten-year mark?
Where I beat the extinction of telomeres?
And if I do, will you be there with me,
Father, Sister, Brother?

Charlie, stop smoking
Caroline, will you be with me?
Will the baby be alright?
Will I have one of mine?
Can I handle it even if I do?
It's said that my mind
Is not fit, or so they said, to carry a child
I guess I'll be fine

It wasn't my idea, the cocktail
of things that twists neurons inside
But without them, I'd die
They say there's irony in the music,
it's a tragedy, I
See nothing Greek in it
Give me a mausoleum
in Rhode Island with Dad,
Grandma, Grandpa, and Dave
Who hung himself real high
In the National Park sky,
it's a shame and I'm crying right now
To get to you, save you, if I take my life
Find your astral body, put it into my arms
Give you two seconds to cry
Take you home, I, I'll give you a blanket
Your spirit can sit and watch TV by my side
'Cause, baby, I
Ran through a time
when I felt you were doing it

I couldn't handle it, I was in Monaco
I couldn't hear
what they said on the telephone
I had to sing for the prince in two hours
Sat in the shower
Gave myself two seconds to cry
It's a shame that we die

When I was fifteen, naked,
next-door neighbors did a drive-by
Pulled me up by my waist,
long hair to the beach side
I wanted to go out like you,
swim with the fishes
That he caught on Rhode Island beaches
But, sometimes, it's just not your time

Caroline,
what kind of mother was she to say
I'd end up in institutions?
All I wanted to do was kiss
Aaron Greene and sit by
The lake, twisting lime
into the drinks that they made
Have a babe at sixteen
in the town I was born in, and die

Aaron ended up dead and not me
What the fuck's wrong
in your head to send me away,
never to come back?
Exotic places and people
don't take the place
of being your child
I give myself two seconds to cry

Let it crash over me
Like the waves in the sea
Call me Aphrodite,
as they bow down to me

Sunbather, moon chaser,
queen of empathy
I give myself two seconds to breathe
And go back to being a serene queen
I just needed two seconds to be me