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A Tale By Quincy

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Looking back now I didn't know
what it was supposed to be
And, and it's like raising kids, man
If you weren't raised,
you don't know how to raise, you know?
I just did the best that I could with them
because they know fucking well I love them
But I didn't do the best I could
I didn't know what the fuck I was doing
I didn't
I will never forget watching
my mother get put in a straight jacket
And taken out of my home
when I was only seven years old
She was diagnosed with Dementia
praecox and put in a mental institution
Leaving my daddy alone with me
and my little brother Lloyd
I later had an evil stepmother who further
cemented the idea that I didn't need a mother
Growing up without one had long lasting
impressions I didn't fully understand
until much later in life
It bled into my relationships with family
and those I had become romantically involved with
Whenever I got too close to a woman
I would cut her off
Part of that was vindictive
and partially based on fear,
but it was also totally subconscious
Looking back is a bitch, isn't it?