Thoughts
Sometimes,
I just can't control my thoughts
No medication's ever made them stop
All I think about
is everything I'm not
Instead of everything I got
'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing,
so I make the joke first
If I beat 'em to the punchline,
then I can't get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying,
but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to me
'Cause sometimes
I just feel like I'm a freak
When I wake up,
I just don't like what I see
All the way from my head
right down to my feet
I wish that I thought differently
But I'm scared they're all laughing,
so I make the joke first
If I beat 'em to the punchline,
then I can't get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying,
but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to me
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Change
Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm
'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing,
so I make the joke first
If I beat 'em to the punchline,
then I can't get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying,
but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to
The voice inside my head
that's telling me I'm okay
Entertain it for a second,
then I push it away
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying,
but I don't know how to be
How to be a good friend to me
Thoughts
Sometimes,
I just can't control my thoughts
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