I’m in a bathroom at a stranger’s party
But I don’t remember how I got in
And I’m lying down on a floor
facing left where I found me talking to nobody
You look pretty cheap, will she still cry
if she finds out you’re here with me
Or will she not even give a shit
for all the stupid stuff I’m doing cause of her
I’d go higher but then I would fall
I’d go bigger but know I am small
Don’t know why I am feeling this lost
I’d go higher but then I would fall
I’d go bigger but know I am small
Don’t know why I am feeling this lost
Cause I’m a mess
Don’t need distraction from this pain
Cause the show’s already on in my head
Only in my brain
I guess I lied that our love died
The way you couldn’t hide the look in your eyes
That’s how we ended up so
I’d go higher but then I would fall
I’d go bigger but know I am small
Don’t know why I am feeling this lost
I’d go higher but then I would fall
I’d go bigger but know I am small
Don’t know why I am feeling this lost
Cause I’m a mess
