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iridescence

TONYA

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And mother I am sorry
I never pick up mm-hmm
Because I'm afraid to disappoint
ooh ooh-ah ooh no
Hey and I've been feelin' like
I don't matter how I used to
Hey and I've been feelin' like
I don't matter how I used to
We were sat outside
on the Harvard floor
With our feet in dirt
and our hearts in awe
I be losin' sleep thinkin'
'bout missed calls
And I see the names circling
our thoughts
And I think about if we lose it all
And I turn to shit
that you'd never want
Like the smoke the drink
anything at all
And I'll say again
sorry I don't call
There's no money on my mind
But my money or my mind
What's the first to fall
I never wanted this shit yeah
Hey and I've been feelin' like
I don't matter how I used to
Hey and I've been feelin' like
I don't matter how I used to
Sometimes it be so spot on it hurts
Like when Auntie couldn't decide
Between going to work or church
I've been in my feelings
on an island in the dirt
I feel like brothers lie just
so my feelings don't get hurt
I said I'll try vacation
I'll try to run away
I deleted Facebook
I'll trade fame any day
For a quiet Texas place
and a barbecue plate
I'll switch my place
if that's good for you
is that good for you
My ghost still haunt you
my life is I Tonya
A big-eyed monster
only face to conquer
I hated songs about fame
'cause that stuff meant nothin'
Until them headlines came
then first flight I'm stuck in
And maybe it means nothing
But I have to say
I think about you often
And if you want no part with me
I'll walk away
I know that I have wronged ya
And maybe it means nothing
But I have to say
I think about you often
And if you want no part with me
I'll walk away
I know that I have wronged ya
I took a plane to somewhere
that I've never been
Too many times without
my sister and my brother
Dad or mother by my side
but they're in spirit
I always hear it
I know they feel it
My mom will always
have these dreams
that used to keep her up at night
I smoke to keep them
all away and make use of the time
I'm void of feelin'
The reasons I'm so out of
touch now start revealin'
But I'm not ashamed
I'm not afraid of who I am
Or how I trust my mental yeah
it's not perfect
But I guess that's
just the shit I'm into
I fantasize about a time
when everything was simple
My shelter sheltered me from
things I needed to commit to
The way it stands to me
A victim of Stockholm in my
friendships and family
What's costin' you time
What's the reason that you whine
What's in your wallet
Dead whites in mine
So sour in this light of lime
Daddy said Study or get that cash
Mommy said
Your career ain't gon' last
Loose change call a cab
move out their pad
I just need a chance
to move past my past
Don't think too fast
private jets still crash
And I'll still fly coach
and I'll still hit a roach
And I'll still see roaches
at the crib where my folks at
Touch your dreams 'fore you
touch me and provoke a man
Somebody gonna have to
tell the truth
and I'm gonna tell it
I will I will
I don't matter
I will
ahhh
Can I tell you now
Can I tell you now
I will