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i used to think i could fly

chaotic

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I have this paralyzing fear
that I'll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever
admitting I could be scared
And I can't stand my friends right now,
we got nothing in common
But being lonely's worse than
just having friends that don't care

You said it looks like
I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
Ask me to explain myself, well

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing
would be this exhausting
A foot on the brake
'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Growing up is chaotic

Don't wanna say it
but I really think that I miss him
It might seem stupid
but I still look through all of our texts
Who knew that wanting someonе
could ever make mе this desperate
Don't think I'll do that again, no

You said it looks like
I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
You ask me to explain myself, well

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing
would be this exhausting
A foot on the brake
'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Growing up is chaotic

And maybe I'm just blowing
all this shit up in my head
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Fooling myself thinking that
I'll never love again
Goddamn, I felt it, I really felt it
Maybe I'm just blowing
all this shit up in my head
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Spending too much time
on things I know that I'll forget
But damn, I felt it

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing
could be this exhausting
A foot on the brake
'cause it's making me carsick
How could you blame me?