[Verse 1]
I love you, I hate you,
I'm on the fence,
it all depends
Whether I'm up or down,
I'm on the mend,
transcending all reality
I like you, despise
you, admire you
What are we gonna do
when everything all
falls through?
I must confess,
I've made a mess of
what should be
a small success
But I digress, at least
I've tried my very best,
I guess
This, that, the other,
why even bother?
It won't be with me on
my deathbed, but
I'll still be in your head
[Chorus]
Put me on a pedestal and
I'll only disappoint you
Tell me I'm exceptional,
I promise to exploit you
Give me all your money,
and I'll make some
origami, honey
I think you're a joke,
but I don't find
you very funny
[Verse 2]
My internal monologue is
saturated analog
It's scratched and drifting,
I've become attached to the idea
It's all a shifting dream,
bittersweet philosophy
I've got no idea how
I even got here
I'm resentful, I'm having
an existential time crisis
Want bliss, daylight savings
won't fix this mess
Under-worked and over-sexed,
I must express my disinterest
The rats are back inside
my head, what would
Freud have said?
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I wanna wash out my head
with turpentine, cyanide
I dislike this internal
diatribe when I try to
catch your eye
I hate seeing you cry
in the kitchen
I don't know why it affects
me like this when
you're not even mine
to consider
Erroneous, harmonious,
I'm hardly sanctimonious
Dirty clothes, I suppose
we all outgrow ourselves
I'm a fake, I'm a phoney,
I'm awake, I'm alone
I'm homely, I'm a Scorpio
[Chorus] x2
