And every time you come to see my face
I draw my blanket up to hide away
I’m busy mourning for some holidays
I couldn’t recall for diversity’s sake
What happens if I don’t bother
‘Cause what good does it to call you
Am I a terrible human
If I leave the pleasantries at the door
I wanna leave you in the night
When there’s no light
I never meant to cause you such despair
I wanna leave you in the night
Is that alright
‘Cause this is me slowly learning to share
What if you go forgetting all the moments lost
You won’t remember half of what I’ve shown
So I’d rather have nothing at all
And every time you come to see my face
I dress myself up in pale white and grey
I lived to die while I was dying to live
But I couldn’t have called like somebody in need
